Make happen: Ladby Larabee and the bird that perched atop a coffee mug

Ladby Larabee (which some of you mistakenly read as Lady Larabee) was an ordinary man as far as ordinary men went: he was not dashingly handsome in any sense, nor was he hard to look at; he was not talented in any way, nor was he an idiot. Ladby Larabee was simply average. His outlook on life, though, was not average to say the least.

In the morning, Larabee woke up his soul with a prayer and his body with a shower. He would then sit in the balcony thinking of things that were, are and will be. He traversed his own universe of knowledge, scouring for answers from the nether and hither fields of his mind.

Most of the time Larabee’s universe of knowledge was confronted with a considerable number of questions to which answers were not immediate. Such occasions, numerous as they were, prompted Larabee to seek answers from books, people, film—even music. Thus, Larabee’s universe expanded.

One day—as with all days referred to with a consequential sounding “one day”—Larabee’s mind expanded more than he ever fathomed. On that one day, Larabee found himself floating on the wings of an oft pondered notion: fate and free will.

Books, people, film and music (and pizza, Coke and gummie bears) all conspired to conjure up an answer for Larabee. That questioning started taking twists and turns, going back and forth in time, traversing diverse planes of knowledge, and masquerading as a parade of history’s most famous: prophets and fraudsters, princes and paupers, champs and chumps.

Indeed, the questioning turned into a quest. The quest, dear reader, consumed Larabee. With each turn of the page in the grand book of universal knowledge, Larabee’s days rushed into each other. Flip-flip-flippity-flip, Larabee’s eyes scanned the words of the living, the dead, and the word of God.

Until one day (one of those one days undoubtedly), a little bird perched itself atop Larabee’s coffee mug. Tweet-pew-tweet, the bird said.

“Do you have an answer, little bird, about fate and free will?”

Tweet-po-tweet.

“I figured. I’ve been racking my head all this time trying to find an answer. I still don’t have anything.”

The clichéd days turned into clichéd months, which in turn turned into even more clichéd years. Larabee kept pestering the universe and its book of knowledge with how so? And how come?

The universe was aware of Larabee’s quest alright, it just wasn’t about to let go of the grandest secret ever kept without some more work on poor Ladby’s part. Yes, the universe was willing to answer, but only if Larabee would submit his question in the sincerest form possible.

***

Tweet-po-tweeeet!

Larabee awoke in the middle of the night upon hearing the bird. “You. What’re you doing here at this time of night?”

Tweet-tweet-po-weet!

“So, you’re saying that if I manage to sing my heart out I’d eventually find an answer? That if I go out on a limb and risk everything I might stumble across an answer? That needs a lot of faith.”

Tweet.

And so Larabee did. Not only did he sing. He danced, and danced, and danced. He skipped from star to star, galaxy to galaxy, he tossed pebbles of questioning across the grand pool of knowledge. Skip-skip-skippity-skip. He smiled and smiled. And laughed too, lots.

Larabee had found what he was looking for. He had found an answer to the age old question of fate and free will. It wasn’t in the annals of history, nor in the mouths of men busy about nothing. It was right there in Ladby’s heart.

***

In life, there are matters best left to fate, while others are best left to free will. It is with such delicate balance of fate and free will that our individuality arises.

Everyone is handed a set of cards. That’s fate. Playing the cards however you want, now that’s free will.

The common factor between fate and free will is faith. Faith is that which helps us believe in what we have (or are given) and what we aspire to achieve (what we want). Be it running an errand or changing the world, whatever we do is an intertwine of what God has predestined and what we ask God to please make happen.

Ladby Larabee, Esq. and Tweet, Bird.

Love junkie

Like a drug
love is to her

She’d go for a dopamine high
every now and then

And once it’s over
it’s over

No truth
no meaning
no oxytocin down the line

No goodbyes
just as there are no hellos
except highs

You reach for the door
to seek her truth
only to fall
through a hole in the floor

You seek hope in oblivion
only to find emptiness
with nothingness as your mistress

For she’s a love junkie
she cares not
she has not a heart for you
nor for her

For she’s a love junkie

Fall with me (pull me up, please)

Fall with me
break with me
this is all we have to do

Let’s crash together
and see what may come
perhaps it is all a dream
perhaps it is all a thing of now

And I know, I know
I know the only thing
that would make you mine
is me

***

Lift me up
take me by the hand

Hold my dreams
brittle
that is all they are
if it weren’t for you

Come
make me fly

Silence, patience, ego and love

I’ve had these thoughts running through my head for some time now. Thought I’d let them out before they got too worked up…

What is silence but that moment in which one’s heart beats intently, screaming to be heard?

***

While some matters in life make immediate sense, other matters require time to seep into the mind, heart and soul until meaning arises from them. Bearing the passage of that time entails faith. It requires letting go of immediate concerns, predicaments or worries and to consider what lies beyond those trifles of fear and doubt.

***

Do things neither for ambition nor for a show of courage nor for a display of your peacock wings. Do things for the Love of God, and the Love of God will be what you do.

***

Damn be the day one’s ego reigns supreme, let one be a selfless beggar. Let one deny himself and nourish his soul with Love.

Have a good day, everyone.

One candle at a time

candles2.jpg
The winds of change
will shift the sands of time
but will never, ever blow out
the candles of love

Sleepless, I lay in bed
wishing upon a white ceiling
to have you set free
and for my heart
to capture you

Set sail to the stars
let your ego drown
let your hope surface
let your humility take charge

Without light
a heart is dark
and in disarray

Let me take you
to a far away place
to a place of opulence and magic
of daydreams and starry nights

Let us light a candle for you and I
every single day that we sail
until we light our hearts
until we are free

Image: Candles at a Buddhist temple. Taken during my Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia trip.

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